i’m starting to enjoy this, i know like any other amateur interest i dove myself into, they didn’t last, but still GIVE ME A CHANCE hehe *headache this is coming from a person who slept at 5am almost everyday now, so need to find a new obsession (read; hobby?) i can stay fixated on, that wouldn’t wound me in any way ahahaha

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