“we need to talk”

i don’t know why but i just couldn’t

is it just me or whenever i feel like i wanted to write, i SHOULD NOT think beforehand, i should just write you know. to me, writing feels like you need to pour and throw out everything immediately, like a junk of words you need to dispose of, even it is like a line of thoughts, just press the gas, don’t think. then only the river of ideas and ocean of thoughts…. maybe it is like that in my point of view, that’s why i never think first before saying anything (which is very un-smart move) because the sparks will no longer be there, like don’t feel the exact excitement, the exact amount of pain, the exact feeling of love, and the exact intensity felt in the beginning.